I've lived my life one day at a time, taking in things as they come. Some things made sense, others not. Regardless, I moved on. And on. And on. Freeflow. But as the days go shorter and fewer, I now find myself holding back every now and then. Musing. Trying to make sense of it all. Why? That's what I'm hoping to find out. Before the days run out.
Eleven days into 2011, life has been pink and rosy.Nothing has really changed.My Ex and I have not reconciled nor have we reached a closure.I’m still with the same company, still doing the same job, and still with the same bosses.And yet, I feel light.Things feel different.Since my situation has not changed, could it be that I am the one changed?How did that happen?The vacation?The new year?
For some reason, I always get a psychological lift at the turn of the year.I get a certain kind of high.For me, “new year” IS “new life”.As they say:out with the old, in with the new.I leave the bad and the ugly behind and look forward to doing better in the coming year.
Yep, I’m feeling really good right now.And I wish everyone the same. Not just for now, but for the rest of the year.Here’s to a great 2011, everyone!